the names jax...

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pre limsw were today! i made 6th in 200 im and 11th in 100fly!! <3 wohoo andi went back to visit ems on friday before having lunch at cha cha cha with emma! how funfufnufnufn! <3 hehehe love love

hehe! ok so today was super fun! hehe firsty i went to the paper store and got some paper for my poem project for english and such! hehe its soo pretty with like bamboo and ther things! hehe <3 and then deirdre and anna came over fallowing emma k. !! it was soo fun we did home work and i love them! <3 and now my familia is all home watching tv and such hehe anywho im not good with these heres some poems

An ode to life


Running through the forest and falling down
I look around me searching for something
Something that can’t be seen
Something that can’t be touched
Grasping my scraped knee and grimacing in pain
I get up and limp through the forest
Past the fairy circles
And the old growth firs
Towards the city, the cars and lights

Sitting on the bus I smile at the regulars
An old man coming home from work
A lady who always manages to apply two pounds of make up on her face and still look the same as when she started
A cute little girl on her way to school smiling and carefree

Running through a garden smelling not only the roses but the tulips and daffodils too
Fresh green moss squishing through my toes
Blankets and friends wrapping me up snug and warm
Icy popsicles and lands of snow chilling my bones
Laughing till my side starts splitting and yet never wanting to stop
Singing on the top of my lungs knowing it doesn’t matter if I hit the notes or not
Knowing not all my dreams will come true
Getting lost in the exciting adventurous romantic world of books

Back at home I sit on the couch examining my injured knee
Eyes watering, nose stuffing up
And then at the last minute my lips twitching
As hard as I try
I can’t help smiling at life
Arguments, jealousy, anger, disappointment, and all


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Rainbow Fish

My hair is a rainbow in slow motion
Switching from black brown curly blonde purple straight long greasy blue flippy-outy pink curly electric pink turquoise spikey-uppy green red and everything in between.

The smell is like an odd park, shaped like a fish with palm oak pine alder and coconut trees all mixed up inside. With the wax from bees, and the questionably tropical coconut yummy goodness of bead head.

My hair is a rainbow and ever changing sometimes good, others bad rainbow stuck in slow motion.



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That woman with the long straight hair
Who is as much of a tree as a dandelion
Thick protective bark tall providing shelter
Little insignificant melancholy ignored
That woman with the brown eyes
Who is as much of a hug as a hammer
Comforting warm and soft
Strong hard pounding smashing whatever dares to stand in its way
That woman with the orange sweater
A sponge soaking up sadness
A needle pricking your finger
An alarm clock waking you up
That women with the gray hat freckled with white paint
The pillar supporting all our weight
The healer soothing all of our pains
A kind touch
A sharp corner
That woman with the vision
A palette of paint
Squirt of laughter
A judging look
An approving smile
That woman there.

kels: do you remember that gurl from camp that kept on acting like she was black?? hahahahaha dont be hatin on beonce!!! hahaha julie-anne
emma: whats new with you?
dills: how long tell you can go to smyrc?
maya: hows it going i havt talked to you in like forever!

ok so whats new with mne..humb ok well im trying to get people together tomarrow for homework like final studying and stuff but no one can come..o wel anywho kels do you want to come over tomarrow and study? or no? you dont have to but it would be cool if you did! anyway guys swimming districts are next week and im freaking out! ahhh! its scary i got to time for jv districs tho so its al good!! hehe i got a watch and a name tag very perfesional lol :) but emma ks parents like hate me so she can never play..::sniffle::

YAYAYAYAY! (<-) i think i start all my journal entries like that do i not? ::sneeze:: omg im so sick i am having trouble with the typeing but im deathly bored so i must im about to embark on a mulan whatching expadition!! im excited..ill report back later! anywho so on sunday i woke up at like 12 and then ran around in my under wear before emma (K) called and said we should go play1 and so ofcourse i was excited! yayay! then it starts to snow......and i convince my mutti to let me cath te bus!!---which stopped at 49th and glisin...30 blocks away from emmas house--- (due to snow) yay but when i got ther ther was tea and lots of playing of cards the game was b.s i think? anyway it was soo fun! and then we went sledding!! who knew it was soo fun?!?! emma of corse cut her finge3r and being the stuborn person that she is kept on sledding it is now consiquently infected (iosnt my spelling + typeing horible? i am sorry, i feel for you, i really do) anywho then i went to sleep at her housey it was so wamr after a little while and her talkign with her ratainers on,...awww sssssssssso cccutttteths (thats what it sounds like :D) <- aww hehe and yay yesterday i meet emma(emu) at cha cha cha yummy burritto explosion! and yay ok i would write more about emma but i cant becuase it was soo funny im almost falling over in a coughing fit haehehehe okok so we go to get pizza ad then she like pops her boobs up in perpose right? sothen this baby gets all excited and starts sucking on its fingers and liking them while eyeing emma (emu) lkie a peice of tofu! hahahahha EWWW im goign to have t pop that baby...(which i would never do)

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He said “Come to the Edge”
And I said “I can’t, I’ll fall”
He said “Come to the Edge”
And I said “I can’t, I’m afraid”
He said “Come to the Edge”
So I came
And he pushed me
And I flew

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"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for, and the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Unknown

hello! ok so i decide i have been having dificulty with anything on the internety thingy and have spaced abotu the life journal not that i dont love you guys or anything bt yea..woha im sleepy ill write about it tomarrow promise!! <# night love you~~

hallooooo its molly..ok so itsalways been molly...lolol haha anyway ok so today i went to rent!! and it was sooo good! i liked iut soo much exept it was so sadbut i didnt cry or anything..::cough:: ::cough:: ::sniff:: anywho i wen becuase today was a half dayish..like we were out at 1040 but i didnt get ther until like 950...heheh anywho and i saw sloan! yay! and went downtown with emmak and dierdre and ate some yummy asian food and a mango smoothie ::drools:: yummmm....and then we hung out at the square and dierdre went home..with my coat! brrr ::shivers:: im so cold!! and then emu and lauren came (after playing crockett((i cant spell)) and snugglies with wyatt) and emu was soo axtra cute and, and yummy looking so anyway look a leaf...::stares at leafs tentivly:: and so then we saw some cool moon boots!! yay ::dances in moon boots:: and wow then the movie!! ::sniff:: poor angel!! and that one gurl..the lesbian lawyer? it was cunfusing but they sang so good! and wow...anywho and then emma k went home becuase her mutti was waiting for her..hehe and lauren emma and i got donuts..yummy even thoughmy donut was wierd and bananish it was still cool and free ::dances:: and yups..im sleepy and i miss people and yummies!! ^_^
<3 <3 <3
and swim is soo fun! yay! and the diveing and the swiming..and the flying!! wow
::passes out:: i fergto how much i missed it!! <3
i love you

hehehe hi!! its molleh so this weekend lets see.........so on friday keira knightly!! was in pride and prejadice which is good, and i went to it liwth emma k , caitlyn, anna, justie,deirdre & maddie. it was super fun then emma and ciatlyn and deirdre spent the nighto and i saw emas new radinow pants!! woo hoo. then on saturday i went down towny to meet emu and we walked to gt my scarfy! but it wasnt ther ::sniff:: (you see i left it in the mvoie ) and so we hung out and took a busy to my housey and she spent the night with some yummy insence and other types of yummies it was fun!! @_@ ::falls over::

emma emma emma
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today was swimming! yay first day ~~ wee..ok so we swam?? and i got a pain in my leg it throbed..(in a cool way) when ellen was trieing to teach me and hannah how to turn so i ended up twisting or something..im not quite sure..haha but gabby was ther and mariah and that one gurl. hehe i remember her name i do..nd i went to the park with emma so she could take picys...and um..clasE?? i mtrying..im not that interesting and what not hehe

but im reading this really dorky book with a dragon on the cover :) hehe shhh
andi havnt been writeing in this one becuase i write in my other one more hehe and more people read it..exetra

i cant spell

hehe
anyway oo ok so thers some yummy insence burning and yummmm i love you

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people are reading this are getting the wrong interpretation I DO NOT THINK THAT I MADE THE WRONG DESISION SYAING YES IM ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SURE!! i chicken dance it (promise on our freindship) and i would enevr lie about it i swear!! i was just kinda sad and worried that people woul i dunno chnage ther mind! but its all cleared up now nothing to freat or talk about!! but you can call me anyways hehe anywho im ging to go play with emu tomarrow! and we are goign to the park?? oo and i also hope she wont mind stiopping by gregs to get my catbussy! and i can do the plan!! ::raises eyebrow:: if you dont know the plan im sure ill tell you latters or you find out becuase everyone wewho reads this i talk to them about eveyrything well most of you hehe~ anywho...cioa ill talk to you latters~

okkk soo today lets see we had p.e and played soccer !! it was fun! hehe in a liliya got a shiner from getting hit in the face kinda way, im freating about somethign someone said about them being sad and now im woundering if i mad tthe wrong discision on replying yes.. i mean i really like them but you know? no you dont..never mind lol anyway and i was giong to tell her i was but i wanted to see if it was giong to count for anythgin or wor oiut or whatever , like if she really ment it , and how or freindys would mingle,soo i dunno im cunfuesd now..feel free to leave sugjextions.. or not but call me i ll talk to you! 460 3806

ahh i didnt work!! im so cunfused....ahhh anywho yesterday was super fun! yay! i was at school and such at cleveylandy and then meet up with emu and maya after schoolio! then we walked to puckys house but she was at the hardware store :( anywho emu and i walked maya home and then walked the long way to the bus and went to a coffe shop! they knew who she was..and gave her a note fromher sisters freindy? sso we went to spyrc!! woo it was soo fun to see all of my smyrcy people agian! yay <3 <3 i love them!! wahahahaha anywhoo then when i got home it turns out my parents are gone for the weekend sooi m here...lol

ok so....lets sees last night i stayed u until like 5am and was kinda tired... hehe well you know how you can get way passt the tired point and like just kinda feel like a zombie? ok maybe thats not a good example considering the fact that non of us are dead.. or un dead or anything.. well i hope not becuase then i would be very upset for no one telling me or inviting me to your funerals.ahh thats so depressing!?!? ok change of subject... anyway emma just called me yay!! and it will be mega fun we are going to do something today and are hoping for ellen to call us back!! O_o ellen ::sends mental mind messege:: "call" anywho..o yea and other emma calledlike ems emma emma k. anyway and im going to her party tomarrow night! yay! unless somebodys moving to canada in witch case i can bring them along for the fun!hehe anyway i like drawing yummy pictures! ok let me try and get a yummy picture to go on here...hold on ::looks at scanner:: huh...ok maybe this button...::push::

ok you can make fun of me...buti like this one so..its ok if you dont!

ok so...um lets see im BACK HOME!! yay and maybe on a better date ill tell you asbout the long complicated trip home i had lol it was horable.anyway itwasalso kindafun! hehe im soo happy to be home tho its not even funny! urg i just saw the cutist movie ever with the hottest girl in it! omg wow like debs hehe and its soo funny you ddont even know so whatch it with me!! :):) and also lets see.. o yea i was going to go to amovie tomarrow but im having secound thoughts.. so i dont think i will :/ lol and right now im whatching hedwig and the angry inch... SIX INCHES FORWARD AND FIVE INCHES BACK I GOTTA, I GOTTA ANGRY INCH!! hehe yay good fun ooo and.woha lost train of thought for aminute...lolim runnign out of books to read so tell me good ones..o yea! hannah is writing me a story as we speak! im so excited i surly have to post it!! its about harry potter! hehe i know i know..shut up but its femmeslash so YAY i like tara adnd willow better tho lol... okok so random HOTTIE of the DAY!

hi! ok this is my first entry thiny and im way excited about having one of these!! yay! thanx to gorgia for making me one!! ok so today lets see...i woke up and then cuddled with mr. buns (the kewlist stuffy alive) then we both woke up and walked to the kitchin were we got sme breaky, after breaky i went to go swim! yay! and i swam 1 & 1/2 mile yay! nonstop ! hehe then i went shopping at lungs and foodland yay! wear we gto somejuice! and i saw the cutist chococat bag!!hehe!! oo and im in hawaii visiting my family first i went to maui to do a lifeguardy thing and hang with my ohana and such it was soo fun we had so much suf time! yay! and also i then went to oahu which is wear i am now and then im going to go to maui agian to train for the compitition on kauai! yay! so im swimming every day...(like usual ^_^) and then in maui im going to run... AHHH lol yumm yummy mango ooo i meet someone mega cool! and no they dont live in hawaii altho i am goign to a movie stricltly freinds with a cute one hehe! anywhoo...im hungry ::stomach grumbles:: i need some veggie sushi!~! and veggie lasangia!! hehe yumm ^_^ ^_^ anywho ooo i also found one of those mega kewl old fountian pens that have the options of four colors! heh cool!! yay! and it has green! the only green pens in hawaii! lol ther are lets see....4 gay people in the intire state that ive meet..and urgh its just anoyying!! @_@ ( its a panda!!) lol anywho im trying to find a music video by nirvana for my myspace! which i got a mega kewl new care bear backround! hehe and im trying to get a coment box thing...humb ::falls over:: im mega cunfused~ ?_? lol anyway i love you and will post tomarrow! o no wait maybe the next day? becuase i have to go spend the nite at someones house! hehe

p.s.... heheh nvm...but...no ill tell ya latters!

MOLLLYYYY!!
hehe
its georgia
i sooooo made you a livejournal
i am ultra-proud hehe!!
lolol
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